Chapter 1 || January

Oh January, what an eternal month you have been. I feel like it's been January for years now, don't you? A month of fresh starts, and new goals. Although it has been a long one, it has been a good one. Like Kylie said about her year, it has been a month of realising things for me.

The last half of my 2017 was pretty crap, I felt the worst I'd felt in a while and it made me feel out of control and confused all the time. So this month my goal was to take back control of my life, as difficult as that can be. I started this by realizing that sometimes, as much as we want to forgive and forget, we can't. Somethings can't be forgiven, and will be at the back of your mind making you feel crap all the time. That's when I realized that, for my own good, I had to close those doors and leave them in the past so I could move forward.

As difficult as it was, and as much as it hurt, it helped me in the long run. Ever since I feel like I've had a weight lifted off my shoulder, and my mind feels clearer again. Although it's still a working process.

As for my blog, I've had a really good month. I'm feeling really motivated and happy with the content I'm putting out there. I also spent the day with Rosie taking photos, and managed to get so many photos. It was fun, I wish we could do it more often.

I've been sticking to my schedule, posting more on my Instagram and including more fashion posts. All of these were goals of mine for this month, goals that I've managed to achieve.

I'm looking forward to see what February brings, hows your month been?

Photos by: Rosie